themeletor: close-up of a cupcake in the grass against a blue sky (bad mother)
i'm cooking the veggies and valuing myself! ([personal profile] themeletor) wrote2005-11-20 05:54 pm

can't talk to a psycho like a normal human being

my mother is insane.

fyi.



OF COURSE I HAVE A HISTORY OF DEFAULTING ON LOANS. BECAUSE IT'S TOTALLY LIKE I'VE ACTUALLY TAKEN OUT ANY, EVER. I MEAN, IT CERTAINLY CAN'T BE TRUE THAT I ABHOR THE THOUGHT OF GOING INTO DEBT AT ALL.

oh, also, $128,000 > $2,500.
plz remember, kthx.



I KNOW YOU CAN'T PAY FOR MY COLLEGE.
PLEASE DON'T FEED MY CONVICTIONS THAT I NEED TO PAY YOUR BILLS.


I feel bad that I keep hanging up on her, but seriously... I can't handle the whole family's issues, her control obsessions, my dad's depression, AND my own day-to-day. not gonna happen.

[identity profile] meletor-et-al.livejournal.com 2005-11-20 03:25 pm (UTC)(link)
*hug* thank you

I like to think that's one of the things I really *have* learned. but, every time I talk to her, it just reinforces the questions I keep asking myself: how much is taking care of me, and how much is just being a selfish teenager?

nggrgh *sigh*