can't talk to a psycho like a normal human being

[themeletor]

my mother is insane.

fyi.



OF COURSE I HAVE A HISTORY OF DEFAULTING ON LOANS. BECAUSE IT'S TOTALLY LIKE I'VE ACTUALLY TAKEN OUT ANY, EVER. I MEAN, IT CERTAINLY CAN'T BE TRUE THAT I ABHOR THE THOUGHT OF GOING INTO DEBT AT ALL.

oh, also, $128,000 > $2,500.
plz remember, kthx.



I KNOW YOU CAN'T PAY FOR MY COLLEGE.
PLEASE DON'T FEED MY CONVICTIONS THAT I NEED TO PAY YOUR BILLS.


I feel bad that I keep hanging up on her, but seriously... I can't handle the whole family's issues, her control obsessions, my dad's depression, AND my own day-to-day. not gonna happen.

Comments

[porridgebird.livejournal.com]

jesus, I'm sorry :( *hug*

[meletor-et-al.livejournal.com]

*hug* thanks. I'll pull through. I haven't got a choice *g*

[johanirae.livejournal.com]

*Helpless to do anything else so...* Big Hug. Family can suck sometimes.

[gryphons-lair.livejournal.com]

***hugs***

You have to take care of yourself first. Really. It takes most women years to realize this, but it's true.

Because if you don't take care of yourself first, you won't be in shape to take care of anybody else when they really need you to.

[meletor-et-al.livejournal.com]

*hug* thank you

I like to think that's one of the things I really *have* learned. but, every time I talk to her, it just reinforces the questions I keep asking myself: how much is taking care of me, and how much is just being a selfish teenager?

nggrgh *sigh*

[wormmonabc.livejournal.com]

You do deserve to get a break, hon. No one needs to put that sort of pressure on you. *pats*

[tiggothy.livejournal.com]

*hugs* not good, not fun. Joker's expression seems rather appropriate...

[shrieking-ell.livejournal.com]

*pets you*
cheering up stuff:

part 1 of your christmas gift is in the mail. i don't think it'll get there in time for what i had in mind, though.

i finished the choc fic. porridgebird has it for beta even as we speak