themeletor | it's just like that overplayed cage the elephant song, i guess (Reply)

you guys, i have had the same persistent headache for almost a week now. my back has become one huge flareup. my brain is made of cotton wool and jell-o. i think this is the part where my automaton self finally starts to break down, gears chattering and wheels spinning, tiny puffs of smoke squeezing through the cracks in my shell structure.

six weeks. i just need to get through another six weeks, and then even though i may not be able to take actual recovery time i can at least transition to a healthier and more feasible work schedule. (six weeks is nothing after a year and a half. holy fuck.)

then maybe i can clean and re-situate my living space. and then work on returning to the rest of the land of the living. at least until i start school.

(which reminds me! i finally gathered and turned in all my paperwork for the local culinary program of decent renown! i should get news in 2-3 weeks! i rpobably won't get in for the upcoming semester, because they have a waitlist a mile long, but. ... that may be a good thing.)

(yeah, it's probably definitely a good thing.)

*breathes*