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Alright, here's the deal.
I've been toughing it out for a week.
...I'm done toughing.
Where am I going tomorrow? It can't, won't be here. I'll do yardwork; I'll do housework. But I'll not stay here. In short, I need somewhere to spend Saturday, where I can forget I'm actually living in this red-brick ranch of screaming and chaos. Just for a day. Then I'll come back and be able to deal with another week, after which mum will leave, and we'll take it from there.
But, this weekend? I really, really need out. Seriously, I can bring my own trimming, digging, and/or cleaning tools. I'll dig ditches, I'll haul rocks, I'll start to quote Fiddler on the Roof. Just, please, get me out of here.
Comments would be fabulous; I'll check later this afternoon. Or phone would work, if you really want to catch me; you know my number. Just call it. Any time.
I've been toughing it out for a week.
...I'm done toughing.
Where am I going tomorrow? It can't, won't be here. I'll do yardwork; I'll do housework. But I'll not stay here. In short, I need somewhere to spend Saturday, where I can forget I'm actually living in this red-brick ranch of screaming and chaos. Just for a day. Then I'll come back and be able to deal with another week, after which mum will leave, and we'll take it from there.
But, this weekend? I really, really need out. Seriously, I can bring my own trimming, digging, and/or cleaning tools. I'll dig ditches, I'll haul rocks, I'll start to quote Fiddler on the Roof. Just, please, get me out of here.
Comments would be fabulous; I'll check later this afternoon. Or phone would work, if you really want to catch me; you know my number. Just call it. Any time.
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Date: 2005-06-03 10:19 am (UTC)*hugs*
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Date: 2005-06-03 11:24 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-06-03 11:41 am (UTC)Heck, if you did it, I'd even sit outside and chat, offer you oatmeal/raisin cookies and lemonade (homemade, of course) just to be around someone who loves gardening as much as myself.
So we have a perfect fit here. Your labor, my need. The only thing that doesn't work is that I'm in Texas. Bummer.
Well, I do hope your stress diminishes to a capacity that you can handle. Mine has only increased due to loss of my job today. Bummer.
::sending you good vibes, all I can spare::
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Date: 2005-06-03 02:26 pm (UTC)*offers virtual gingerbread, and sincere sympathy*
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Date: 2005-06-03 02:54 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-06-03 04:23 pm (UTC)D-M
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Date: 2005-06-03 06:05 pm (UTC)I'm really, really sorry that I don't live closer... even close enough that I could say "fuck it, it's only a, 'x' hour train trip," and come down & make you give me a tour of wherever it is that you live (town, county, whatever...) but... FUCK! I'm in fucking Oxfordshire, and I feel like shit because I can't help.
And this insane rambling is not gonna help you, I know.
I'm sorry. I wish I could do more.
I'm gonna put Al Stewart and Oasis on repeat tomorrow until I finish the next bit of my architecture-verse, and I can post it up ... not that that will really help...
I'm sorry. I'll shut up now.
*hugs some more*
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Date: 2005-06-03 07:22 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-06-03 07:25 pm (UTC)...
And then she might ask for help with woodchipping and the like.
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Date: 2005-06-03 07:29 pm (UTC)I'd say come along on my trip to Yosemite, but for the whole distance thing. :(
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Date: 2005-06-03 08:00 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-06-04 02:10 am (UTC)Then I realised what a terribly bad idea it would be to phone you whilst... well, the better part of 'pissed as a fart' would probably sum it up... So thank goodness for my brain's incapacity in terms of working out time differences, eh?
*hugs 'n' rum* Hope you've managed to get away somewhere.
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Date: 2005-06-04 05:29 am (UTC)and no, I haven't managed... still working on it
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Date: 2005-06-08 04:12 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-06-08 11:37 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-06-09 07:59 am (UTC)